letting go

i love this song by fireflight:

"wrapped in your arms"

is this the whole picture
or is it just the start?
is this the way you love me?
you're capturing my heart
i used to try and walk alone
but i've begun to grow
and when you tell me just to rest
i'm finally letting go
i let go

and i'm here to stay
nothing can separate us
and i know, i'm ok
you cradle me gently
wrapped in your arms.... i'm home

i'm seeing so much clearer
looking through your eyes
i could never find a safer place
even if i tried
all the times i've needed you
you've never left my side
i'm clinging to your every word
don't ever let me go
don't let go

i tend to be a bit stubborn. [just a bit. =)] but add a pinch of independence and a splash of childish demands, you just might end up like me. someone who without conviction and accountability can stray quite easily. sadly, it sometimes takes something big to happen in order for God to get my attention. i'm not proud of that either.

well, lets just say that after some difficult situations, (that could have been avoided had i listened to Him in the first place), He finally has my attention. and this time? i'm not letting myself get distracted. =)

ps. happy 100th post to me. =)